Going Beyond Your Abilities
to Manifest
As received
by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
You
are an intersection of all that you have ever been and all that you choose to
be. Within the walls of your heart - you entertain the past, you entertain
the now, and you entertain the future. Within the walls of your heart
resides all hope and wants for the future. Within the walls of your heart, you
hold all levels of the universe that have not come into physical manifestation,
they still hold the embryo of possible creation.
You each stand at the gates of yourself,
holding your breath, waiting for life to show you which direction to walk, in
which direction you are to look. You all stand at these gates waiting for a
signal from something of heaven, from something of earth, from something of
life. Yet you still see not that all of the signs, the signals, the energies –
reside within the compounds and confines of your own being.
You stand on the apex of who you knew
yourself once to be and you are asked to leap to the next mountain top, to leap
into a place of consciousness and understanding that you have not landed upon in
eons. You are asked to go beyond your abilities to manifest, to go beyond your
abilities to create, to go beyond your abilities to love. You are asked to
surpass all that you have known yourself to be, to finally land within the
sphere of knowledge that awaits you.
There are many levels of your light that
you are about to embrace, as there are many new levels of your humanness that
you have been afraid to embrace. Announce to yourself the receiving of all
levels of love – whether it is love that has pained you in the past, love that
is unrequited, love that turns its head and walks away from you. Announce love
to yourself, for the next level of your awakening can only be accessed through
the human heart.
In order for you to rise to this next level of ascension,
of light, and enlightenment – you must do it through the loves of your past.
Mercury retrograde from will escort you in this clearly defined thought
process. You will be asked to go back To shuffle through time and to pick
through the remnants to find the shininess of love that once was. It is through
this doorway of past loves that you will then walk into the newest of love that
you will wear as a golden garment of light.
For all of you that sit within this
sphere will walk into a higher love, but you must take several steps backward to
pick up what you have dropped by the wayside so knowingly and so easily. Caress
it, shine it up, and place it in your heart. For in the time of the eclipses,
there will be a total eclipse of your human heart as you remember how you have
gotten to this place of thinking that you now reside. There will be a time that
you walk into your human heart and you will want to stay there in all
aloneness. You will want to back away from those who reach their hands out as a
she crab upon a sandy beach. You will go deep within the shell of self and lick
the wounds of the past, of the injustices, of the hurts. Like all species of
animal on earth – the salvia that you lick your wounds with – will be healing
for you. It will be your own love and your own nurturing that you give to what
your heart and soul so desire.
You have side-stepped in
precision – what your heart yearns to be. You have side-stepped in
exactness – where your heart yearns to be. You have side-stepped your
future and you have lain comfortable in the quagmire of the past. It is this
frequency of sidestepping that you must now walk straight into. In
walking straight ahead – you will meet all levels of you. You will experience
reflection after reflection after reflection as you go into the 'Hall of
Mirrors' of who you have always been, who you are intending to be,
and who the universe has scribed for you to become.
Most people of earth are afraid of
love. They are afraid of the very thing that will set them free from the
limitations of their earthly sphere. love is the 'ladder of ascension' –it is a
ladder of Light, a stairway to heaven. In order to access this ladder of
ascension you must always through your own heart and not through the heart of
another. The heart of another will only lead you back to your own heart. No
other heart will fulfill you as you need fulfilled. They can nurture you, they
can polish you, they can buff you, and they can love you – but first you must
receive what you have been given. You all stand on the seashores of the past
and you look out to sea to see what you may see. And what do you see? -- you
see all the hurts, the wounds, the injustices. How many of the blessings have
you forgotten? How easily the darkness arises to your memory and how easily
your human memory forgets the blessings, the grace, the good tidings that you
have received and given to so many.
You are on the very porch of your next
level of light. You must open the door and go in. And in there you will see
your past. You will see everything that once hurt. You will see everything
that brought a smile to your face. You will see a panoramic life review as you
look at it all and say -- thank you for allowing me to be who I am. For every
individual that crossed your life has contributed to the recipe of your soul,
the ingredients of love that you hold. Be open to this doorway. Ask to receive
in fullness higher levels of love. Ask the universe to show you how to love
more, to show you how to receive love, and to show you how to radiate love.
You each hold
such a large sphere of light. Every place you enter into, you change the
vibration Do this with a knowing. Do it with love. When you find yourself in
anger – immediately shift to love. Practice this over and over again in your
day. For everything that makes you angry, is asking for your love. Each level
of love that you walk into as a warrior will take you closer to an Ascension
level of your own heart and into your higher light. All truths that you seek
are within your grasp. To access them you must 'believe with a knowing' and know it with a believing'.
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